alright.... every so often i let my gloom&doom mood get the better of me. i think i know myself rather well--consdering the amount of time i've had to analyze the ins and outs of Lilina.... but irregardless of whether we know we are digging ourselves into our own graves, most of the time we go right on digging. maybe out of sheer stubborness--yet another flaw i will own to--or maybe just because so much of my time now is spent in the mundane, i've found it hard to come back to my (deviant)art. i am too easily lured by complacency and routine. in an effort to break with said routine, i'm trying to get a few more pieces up on dev art, just scattered bits here and there. photography is not my strong suit, but i had such a great time being a tourist (with the eye of an aritst at times) while i was on vacation i couldnt wait to put a few of my more lucky shots up. i still have a handful ive left to submit. ive also been trying to get some small trinkets uploaded from cd cover art that ive been making for friends and maria. most of them tend to be faerie-ish and "cute".... but hey... little steps is all i can handle right now. soooo.... thanks everyone for your continued support!!! i love that despite my long absense i can still come back to familiar faces and a great community!